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Journey to the Goddess

Inspiration - Origin Story - Mission - Values - Lineage - Annalisa & Co.

inspiration: Why Journey to the Goddess?

For millennia, Western culture has taught women to distrust and feel ashamed of our female bodies. The narratives of female inferiority and female danger—which is replicated in many of our philosophic, religious, political, and even scientific and medical traditions—run deep into our collective history and is still felt today. I believe that these narratives hurt women psychologically (not to mention physically, economically, politically, and spiritually). On the other hand, research into our deep cultural past reveals that women were once equally valued.

My search for life-affirming meanings of what is means to be a “woman” propelled me on my own Journey to the Goddess. I have found that goddess archetypes collectively represent the fullest spectrum and potential of whole womanhood. Thus, the Journey to the Goddess is about learning how to go beyond the patriarchal fantasy of what it means to woman while falling in love with one's authentic womanhood from the inside out.

Ultimately, I believe that the Journey to the Goddess is both an outer and an inner journey toward self-acceptance and self love.

Origin story: 

My Journey to the Goddess began as a young teenage girl, years before I ever knew who or what the Goddess is. She first appeared to me as a ritual agreement with Pele, the Hawaiian volcano goddess; an agreement which I fulfilled over twenty years later in graduate school.

She remained with me throughout my teenage years as a passion for the red hibiscus flower. In fact, the moment I turned 18, I felt the utmost urgency to get an image of the red hibiscus tattooed on my back. It wasn’t until many years later when I realized that the Goddess was speaking to me through my love for this flower.

Reading “Awakening Shakti” by Sally Kempton nearly 15 years later, I learned that the red hibiscus flower is the symbol for the primordial Indic (Hindu) goddess, Shakti. I recognized then that, in a very real sense, my body had been marked by the Goddess. Though my Journey to the Goddess had begun a few years prior, She had actually been with me all along. Rumi’s famous words “What you seek is seeking you” couldn’t have been more true!

Needless-to-say, my Journey to the Goddess is ever-evolving as it continues to bring me into a deeper awareness of what it means to be a woman.  

But what IS a Goddess? Check out my video on the Goddess below or by CLICKING HERE.

Mission: 

The purpose of Journey to the Goddess is to give women the keys to Re-Generate * Re-Matriate * Re-Sacralize * & Re-Rite their Sacred Female Power.

This is done in two ways. First, by exposing limiting patriarchal narratives and their negative impacts on women. Second, by providing New Myths in the form of affirming stories, enriching goddess symbolisms, and empowering rituals that give women a deepened awareness of their embodied female power and feminine consciousness. At its essence, Journey to the Goddess is an outer and inner journey of self-transformation and wholeness-making.

Values: 

What is feminine consciousness? For me, feminine consciousness is rooted in the biological, psycho-symbolic, ancestral, and shared experiences of being female. A feminine consciousness is vital for the well-being of all Life on Mother Earth. A feminine consciousness includes: care (for self, community, and all Life); an awareness of the interdependence of all Life; relationality; and Chaos (I refer to a non-pejorative Chaos in her cosmological origins as a sort of cosmic womb that births, nurtures, destroys, and recreates all Life). Finally, feminine consciousness is an expression of the ultimate cosmic feminine reality, Shakti (translated as Power or Life Force in English) from the Indic (Hindu) traditional worldviews. As the ultimate cosmic power flowing through all life, both women and men have access to this feminine consciousness, though it has a unique expression through those of us who are female-embodied.

Lineage: 

Journey to the Goddess is inspired by three distinct—though overlapping—feminine-centered lineages: Women’s History, Feminist Philosophy, and Goddess Scholarship.

1)    Women’s History – Exposes the problems of patriarchal systems and androcentric (male-centered) narratives and ideologies and their negative effects on women (as well as men). It can also reveal the pre-patriarchal matri-focal and feminine-affirming roots of Western culture and elsewhere. A woman’s historical perspective also presents women as active agents in the development of culture, rather than as simply passive victims of patriarchal systems. (Sources: Gerda Lerner’s “The Creation of Patriarchy” and Dr. Amanda Foreman’s “The Ascent of Woman”).

2)    Feminist Philosophy – Utilizes a “Feminist Usable Past” to present goddesses, heroines, and women (whether real, re-imagined, or fictional) as “myth mirrors” or role models for the modern woman. (Source: Rita M. Gross’ “Buddhism After Patriarchy”).

3)    Goddess Scholarship – For the modern Western woman who comes from a patriarchal, monotheistic God tradition, the use of goddess symbolism, whether historical or re-imagined, powerfully affirms women as sacred. In her ovular essay, “Why Women Need the Goddess,” Carol P. Christ emphasizes that Goddess symbolism “affirms female power, the female body, the female will, and women’s bonds and heritage.” (Link to Carol Christ essay). (Additional Source: Marija Gimbutas).

Annalisa & Co.

Founding Creatrix - Dr. Annalisa Derr

~Inspired by the foremothers of the Women’s Spirituality movement, Annalisa combines ritual, ancient theater traditions, myths, and symbols to re-claim and re-vision the Divine Feminine, Mary Magdalene, women and female bodies as natural, powerful, and life-affirming.~

Annalisa is a goddess scholar, speaker, and educator helping women embody their Sacred Female Power. Since first encountering the Goddess in India, Annalisa has been on a quest to rediscover the art of feminine embodiment through the lens of the world’s feminine wisdom traditions. After a solo Mary Magdalene pilgrimage in France, Annalisa knew it was time to take her passion for the Goddess to the next level: Graduate school.

She is the founder-executive producer of the edutainment YouTube channel, Journey to the Goddess TV. With over 70 videos and counting, Journey to the Goddess TV is designed to enrich the lives of everyday women with interviews and keynote presentations by experts in goddess spirituality and scholarship.

Annalisa has a doctorate in Mythological Studies with Emphasis in Depth Psychology from Pacifica Graduate Institute. She is excited to share that her thesis, "Resacralizing Female Blood: Overcoming 'the Myth of Menstrual Danger,'" is under contract as a book with Inner Traditions - Bear & Company. Her work explores the impact that negative cultural menstrual “myths” have on women and offers an affirming alternative with the re-mythologization of “The Descent of Inanna” as a sacred menstrual narrative.

Annalisa uses an arts-based research method to create her site-specific, Goddess and Menstrual Art Performance series, "She Bleeds the World into Existence." Inspired by the performance artist, Marina Abramovich, Annalisa blends embodiment rituals, goddess archetypes, and performance art to create a unique style of Ritual Performance Art. These pieces re-matriate patriarchilized goddess symbols and stories while using menstrual fluids to re-sacralize female bodily power. She does this through the enactment of site-specific performances that re-rite and re-generate feminine wisdoms. She has performed these original and one-time-only performances in Italy, Greece, and California.

In addition to being a seeker of the Divine Feminine, Annalisa is a professional actress and holds a BA in Theater Arts. She has specialized training in masked and physical theater from international master teachers in Italy (Commedia dell’Arte), India (Monhiniyattam and Bharatnattayam), and New York City (Butoh and Thai dance).

She is an assistant editor for the Mary Magdalene Studies Association Journal and was a contributing writer and online event producer for She is Love. Annalisa has developed and produced monthly women’s events in New York City and Santa Barbara.

Annalisa is also an aspiring Flamenco dancer, Italophile, and a pilgrimess.

Contributers and Collaborators

Consulting Goddess Researcher - Roz Carlos, MA

When she is not researching and writing her dissertation, Rosalyn makes esoterically-inspired jewelry and mixed media art, trains as a martial artist, cooking experimentally, and studies and practices the esoteric and the occult.

Consulting Goddess Researcher - April Heaslip, Phd

April C. Heaslip, PhD, is a mythologist and educator who earned her doctorate in Mythological Studies with emphasis in Depth Psychology at Pacifica Graduate Institute and holds a master's in Social Ecology from Goddard College. Uniting interconnected levels of inquiry via Women's + Gender Studies, Literary + Film Studies, post-Jungian Psychology and sustainability, her work focuses on applied ecofeminist mythology and the curative powers of creativity and synchronicity. Her forthcoming book with University Press of Mississippi, Regenerating the Feminine: Chronicling the Radical Rise of the Feminine in Psyche, Culture & Nature, considers the impact of this monumental resurgence as healing agent across individual, collective, and environmental realms. www.aprilheaslip.com

Recurring Guest and Collaborator -

Indian Classical Dancer, Daniela Riva

Daniela teaches in Europe, America and India. Graduated cum laude in Modern Literature at Universita’ degli Studi of Milan in Italy with a thesis on the “Theatredance in Italy”, and after many years of experience in classical ballet, contemporary dance and experimental theatre, Daniela had been blessed with the opportunity to study the theory and practice of the Indian classical dance style Bharata Natyam in one of the most prestigious academy of India, Kalakshetra Foundation of Fine Arts. Granted of a scholarship from ICCR/Ministry of Foreign Affairs of Italy, Daniela started an intense traditional training of Indian classical dance, chants and Yoga with her gurus in Chennai, in Tamil Nadu. Living long period of Indian Dance and Yoga studies in South India for more than a decade, Daniela absorbed the fascinating history of temple dances, the devotional culture, spiritual philosophy and traditional life style of India. She had been researching about Sacred Dances for years in the “Theosophical Society” in Adyar, at the Krisnhamurty foundation and at the Kalakshetra Library, in Chennai. She had also learning folk dances of India, the basic of Odissi classical dance style, at Pondicherry’s Ashram, embodiment ritual tantric gestures with Rekha Tandon.

Daniela had been absorbing Indian Dances as a lifestyle and she integrated it with the disciplines of Yoga and Ayurveda. She had been trained in the Viniyoga at the Krishnamacharya Yoga Mandiram of Chennai and in the full primary series of the Mysore Ashtanga Yoga with Rolf&Marci Naujokat in Goa, in India. She also been undergone an intense training of traditional oil massage Abhyangam and elements of nutrition of Ayurveda, in Kerala. Her teachers blessed her and appointed her to begin sharing this ancient dance of the Sacred Feminine, and since then she has been performing and teaching in all Europe, US and India to hundreds of students. Daniela embodies in her classes and dance immersions the spiritual essence of the Devadasi – the dancing priestess of India, to share the mysteries of the temple dances with all women. Following traditional Yogic and Ayurvedic principles, she guides her students to open to the awareness and beauty of their body temple and discover the inner power of transformation encoded in this ancient sacred art. A bridge between East and West, Daniela’s devotion for Indian tradition and love to her students makes her way of teaching unique, as she continues perpetuating the tradition, making it contemporary for everybody. Daniela is currently based in California (US), but travels constantly to teach in Europe and for her studies in India. Daniela is registered as E-RYT 500, Experienced Yoga Teacher with Yoga Alliance and offers global trainings.

Recurring guest and Panelist - Stephanie Zajchowski, Phd

Stephanie Zajchowski, PhD is a mythologist, communications specialist, and writing coach based in Dallas, Texas. She is co-founder of the Fates and Graces Mythologium, a conference for mythologists, founder of Soul Story Coaching, and serves on the Board of Directors of the Pacifica Graduate Institute Alumni Association. She holds a doctorate in Mythological Studies with a focus in Depth Psychology from Pacifica Graduate Institute and a certification in Spiritual Direction from Southern Methodist University. You can learn more about her work at: www.stephaniezajchowski.com